He was there…

"Broken and chrushed form inside,

Running here and there to find peace in my mind,

Isolating this tired body and soul,

Smile has shrinked and I’m With a false smile on my face,

And is too a signature that I have lost.

There is a person within me says I give up … can‘t take it any more,

At the edge of cliff I find myself,

Taking a step further could be last,

But looking behind, it’s Jesus, who was holding my hand,

He asked me to stop for a while and initiated the talk.

Tears form my wounded heart was flowing and can be referred as rain showers,

I was telling my story, how my dreams and desires got shattered,

I was telling about my pain,

And again and again I was saying cant take it any more.

He placed, His wounded hand on my shoulders now,

Later I looked down; saw holes in His feet’s,

I looked up and saw tears in His eyes for me.

He asked me, why are you making me cry,

Didn’t I put the corrections but was ignored,

Didn’t I try to bless you with right but you yourself choose the things you want,

Was I not there when you needed help, but instead of Me you went with someone else,

Didn’t I tell you what to do when you asked, but you overlooked it and said come on it’s my life,

Didn’t I keep on saying “I love you” at every point of your life,

But you said thanks I don’t need it from you,

Didn’t I ask you to forgive otherwise it’ll be a burden on you,

But you said no, they have to pay for that,

Didn’t I ask you to confess and repent,

But you said life is once let me enjoy,

Didn’t I tell you, I know you inside and out and know the best for you,

But you said leave me alone,

Didn’t I ask you to please only The Mighty God,

But you said let me do it for superiors first and peoples around,

Didn’t I ask you to let Me bring light and peace in your life,

But you said I’m happy chasing my dreams.

At last He said, the worries you have, is not from Me,

It’s you, who has created it, even after hearing My call,

I said white, you said black,

I said right, you said left,

I said light, you said dark,

I said choose Me, you turned your back towards me.

But you know I have loved you, I still love you and will love you,

No matter, you want me or not,

It’ll be always your choice to choose Me and call on My name."