A cup of cappuccino...

“Sat down on the church bench for a while, than knelt down,

Mind which used to hop around was still,

Was still, like it was hooked on some issues in life,

A hot cappuccino was at my side, which I was sipping at regular intervals of my personal time,

Mind was still, but heart was feeling heavy and don’t know what terrible happened to this part,

Was not able to laugh, and was not able to move my chick muscles to smile,

All of a sudden a call comes, may be to remind me of my priorities.

That cup of cappuccino was still on right hand side,

Even now, mind was still and wanted to ponder on certain things regarding life,

Holy Book I wanted to read I kept it on my other side,

I thought of moving forward, by talking to God and my brother Jesus,

Sill that cappuccino was at my other side,

Slowly eyes started searching for something and that small organ, which we call heart,

Started asking big questions why, what and wanted to know the God’s plan.

Surrounding was as usual, humans talking, birds chirping and work noise was going around,

It’s been 30 minutes now, still sipping cappuccino; I started asking why I haven’t started the talk,

I’m making the busiest spirit to wait for my start,

It happens very less, that your mind has stopped thinking and asking for more,

Don’t know what was happening,

But soon realized the my heart started thinking and enjoying the cappuccino in my hand,

I’m still not able to find out what’s going on with my still mind.

I kept my orange color pen down for a while,

And started asking to myself which chapter should I open to hear from God,

Randomly, answer I got form within,

Zachariah the prophet was taking about his dreams from God,

Cappuccino was getting less and was getting cold too,

Reason behind the dream, even for choosing a hot cappuccino is there,

Now the cappuccino was cold and was bitter in taste, but what to say when heart says woow.

Last sip was left and though I was sitting I realized that my knees are going weak,

And urge came from body to heart to bow down in front of God,

Asking Him to reveal the mysteries of dreams which I had,

Someone has lit a candle there, which I didn’t notice before,

Took my attention, when it started to struggle to keep its flame against the wind,

Still the mind was still and heart was doing the pondering job,

Reflecting on candles potential to keep the flame.

I analyzed, it was the amount of time a candle thread has to spend with the wax to keep its flame,

Is my heart hearing right, that God is asking me to spend time with Him,

And in His time He’ll reveal the His plan,

Now a voice, very loud, saying, I’m the candle thread, who has to take the challenges of life,

Making the word of God as the wax to my life, to walk and to do His will ,

Still that last sip is there, and I know that it has gone really bitter and cold,

I’m eager to taste this part of cappuccino even thought it’s not hot.

Still holding myself from having it, don’t know what that sip wants to say and reflect on my life,

Last sip is there and says that you should have had it when it was hot,

Yaah, we all have to understand why Almighty has turned simple clay into human,

I soon found out, that my life is not very long and I have to taste the will of God,

Before I miss the chance I got,

Missing it, means, have to bear the consequences,

Which is same as having a cold and bitter cappuccino in hand.”

Relationship...

“Let’s talk, let’s take a walk together,

Enough of I, let’s indulge ourselves to be we,

Now, let’s take time and effort to know each other,

Let’s be friends, let’s learn to complement each other.

Let’s build this relationship, on the bed rock called “Jesus”, (Bed rock is the base of house)

Let’s confess, that we are not perfect,

Let’s take a solemn vow that, we’ll forgive each other,

Let’s learn to be the shadow of each other, (Protection to each other)

Let’s bury the ego we have,

Let’s selfishness be past,

Let’s talk, let’s take a walk together.

Let’s not live in fantasies we have heard about been together,

And no matter what, we won’t pause communication between us,

At times I’ll be a brother when you need brotherly care,

At times I’ll be your friend when you need someone who can cry with you,

And for sure I’ll the one, who’ll take the charge,

Indeed Jesus is our savior; and he’ll be the center of our life,

Let’s talk, let’s take a walk together.

We are on a voyage of togetherness,

And though it may take some time to accept and adjust,

But let’s learn to appreciate and respect each others individualities,

And let’s learn to live by the wisdom from God,

Let secrets be not a cause of hindrance in this voyage,

Lets love be the boat and trust be the paddle to drive to the end of the shore,

Let’s talk, let’s take a walk together.

Word Relationship in itself, is a definition,

It’s a word which produces a sweet sound called “love”,

It stands tall and strong when it’s based on trust,

Its arms can lift heavy situations, when it’s powered by reliance and coordination,

It lasts long when we are ready to make corrections,

It does not have any rules but it’s based on the commitments,

Let’s talk, let’s take a walk together.”

He was there…

"Broken and chrushed form inside,

Running here and there to find peace in my mind,

Isolating this tired body and soul,

Smile has shrinked and I’m With a false smile on my face,

And is too a signature that I have lost.

There is a person within me says I give up … can‘t take it any more,

At the edge of cliff I find myself,

Taking a step further could be last,

But looking behind, it’s Jesus, who was holding my hand,

He asked me to stop for a while and initiated the talk.

Tears form my wounded heart was flowing and can be referred as rain showers,

I was telling my story, how my dreams and desires got shattered,

I was telling about my pain,

And again and again I was saying cant take it any more.

He placed, His wounded hand on my shoulders now,

Later I looked down; saw holes in His feet’s,

I looked up and saw tears in His eyes for me.

He asked me, why are you making me cry,

Didn’t I put the corrections but was ignored,

Didn’t I try to bless you with right but you yourself choose the things you want,

Was I not there when you needed help, but instead of Me you went with someone else,

Didn’t I tell you what to do when you asked, but you overlooked it and said come on it’s my life,

Didn’t I keep on saying “I love you” at every point of your life,

But you said thanks I don’t need it from you,

Didn’t I ask you to forgive otherwise it’ll be a burden on you,

But you said no, they have to pay for that,

Didn’t I ask you to confess and repent,

But you said life is once let me enjoy,

Didn’t I tell you, I know you inside and out and know the best for you,

But you said leave me alone,

Didn’t I ask you to please only The Mighty God,

But you said let me do it for superiors first and peoples around,

Didn’t I ask you to let Me bring light and peace in your life,

But you said I’m happy chasing my dreams.

At last He said, the worries you have, is not from Me,

It’s you, who has created it, even after hearing My call,

I said white, you said black,

I said right, you said left,

I said light, you said dark,

I said choose Me, you turned your back towards me.

But you know I have loved you, I still love you and will love you,

No matter, you want me or not,

It’ll be always your choice to choose Me and call on My name."

Life in love…

"Feel like emotions dipped in honey,

Life becomes so sweet; creatures do not act the same,
Forgiveness becomes part of life,
Can’t even think of hurting, but ready to bear the pain for them,
Selfishness reduces to nothing in your new beautiful heart,
And mind becomes free to do for all. 

         

Darkness becomes past, turmoil in life has now light,
Out you go, letting the people know, someone’s love for you,
You share the intangible (feelings),
Not bothering of, of what they think of you,
You become hesitant; you become bit more sensitive,
So that you may not hurt, loved once integrity.       

Own understanding looses its very existence,
But you do things which gives joy to the special one in your life,
Nothing can compare with the time you spend with the loved once in your life,
The meaning of love is God, so it’s very pure very calm and patient to the very core,
Its character insists, not to keep it just with you, but to infect people with it,
Blaze form it, is soothe, same as our Lord showed it on the cross.   

   

Love is a relationship, love a is bond, love gives a reason to live,
True love is a place to fall, one wont regret after falling in it,
Love is something which brings oneness; it’s a phenomena unseen,
It’s like a seed sprouts in the flowerpot of our heart,
It can be found any where, till the moment you want it to be there,
Love is the bridge, renamed to Jesus by God.   

     

God loved us even before he created us, Amazing to see this kind of love for some one unseen,
His love is far away from the word distinction, as He loves even the strayed,
Togetherness, listening, correcting, talking, caring are some of the body parts of love,
It’s an aroma, which God likes to have with us
Like sea, it’s never still; at times it’s choppy and keeps the excitement in it,
And at times it will become cyclones of testing’s.   

  

Worth to take a step forward in, worth to believe that it’s a calling,
Book of love is worth to read, its worth to infect other with it,
It’s a song of joy and praise worth singing, worth to fight a battle for,
Worth to call it a morning, worth to say it changes the whole world,
Worth to be glad, that we have just one heart even thought most of the parts are in pair,
Its worth to say it’s just consecrated to God and just to love, love and love."

Choices from God...

"Choices, our God gives us choices,

He places the best for us, in the first,

Even if we don’t pick the best, still we’re left with not the worst,

It’s his safety shield, that we’re safe,

Though, at many times, we make wrong choices

And gets out off the way to him,

But as a good father, he teaches

And takes us, in one or the other way back in His plans,

Nor by force neither by compelling us,

But by placing more than enough miracles, so that we may believe,

And see even than also he gives us choice,

So that we may walk in His parental care and guidance."

Surrendering…

"Lord, I’m done, teach me to surrender,

I have struggled, suffered and faced failure too,

Counted a-lot on my own capabilities, but barren are the works,

Loosing hope on myself, now I wanna count on You,

Strayed I was, walked on way I have prepared for all,

Selfish will, temptations and desires kept me,

Always away from being close to you,

Heart which is now in grief, asks me,

Why didn’t I hear you, when You were calling me,

Your voice was like a patient father,

Who knows how to make the child right,

Long back, I heard a story of a good shepherd,

Now I know why believers call you,

b’coz you have been looking for lost sheep’s like me,

Though you saw me messed up in relationships, You were patient,

Was doing things which were wrong, but calmly You make it right,

I blamed you for all the disturbances in life, You heard my complains,

I don’t know I got stubborn and Hurted people around me too,

But you made them tender hearted so they may accept me again and again,

And at the same time You took that time to draw me close to you,

Was questioning to you, You saw me immature,

You took your time, b’coz You only said there is a time for every thing,

Lack of maturity did not allow me to know You,

B’coz I utilized that time to make fun and,

Did things which I was not supposed do& shouldn’t have done,

I shouldn’t blame my friends, b’coz I choose them too,

They were nice and helped me to see the world around me,

It was I who was silent and didn’t talked about You,

No excuses but it was a fellowship which my soul longed to have,

Fellowship, which woke me up to praise you Master,

Unexpected but happened at a place, which shows a small plan of Yours,

Sharing about you and knowing about you is really awesome experience,

Now I talk, have faith and form a new alpha I wanna repent,

Fill me with the desire to seek and find refuge in you,

Yaa, I’m lost and I want to be found by you…"

All what I should...

“All I can Say, is your praises,

All I can ask, is to make me a fruitful believer,

All I can do, is to surrender my life for Your sacred will,

All I have, truly is not mine, even my single breath is yours,

All I can look for, is to seek You,

All what my soul wears, is Your mercy on me,

All the words I eat; make it spiritual food for me,

All I can become, is like Your son Jesus,

All I do must not be my conscience, but follow Your ways,

All I should reduce, is my distance form You,

All for what I must give thanks for, is Your abundant graces in my life,

All what I must do to make you smile, is by pleasing You,

All I should gather, must be more and more of You in my life,

All I can give, is forgiveness so I may also be forgiven,

All I should be, is the home for wisdom,

All what I can bless, are your words in lives of the people who do not even know your name,

All I should be sharing, is you to people so they may repent,

All I should be keeping, is faith for You in my heart,

All where I should be, is in your family by being born again into it,

All I must cast away, are the things which offends you,

All I must not do, is doubting in You,

All I should not forget, is inhaling You,

All what I should invite, is the Holy Spirit to make me able to understand You,

Oh Lord; it’s me, your creation appealing You to make me, all what I should …”

How can I pray and be heard by God…

"Prayer is a lovely and friendly talk,

Prayer is a step in faith, which turns into a walk,

Prayer is the time we spend saying nothing but thinking of God,

Prayer is a cry, prayer is a thanks giving,

Prayer is whatever we have kept for God,

No special procedure, no special anything,

Because what else we need except love to talk to our heavenly Dad,

Spoken or unspoken but it’s been heard by our God,

Other wise we could not have been in the best, we are in now,

Every single thing becomes a prayer when it comes form selfless true heart.

“Love” is the word he is in with his creation,

That’s why he even feeds the birds, who even do not know to sow,

There chirping for food, is there prayer which is been blessed by God,

He even hears to us, without a single word out of our mouth,

Unheard we thought, but way to salvation he blessed to us all,

Exception but example the son of man is for all,

Because he was heard as he prayed in faith,

And asked Almighty’s will though his life.

So, the key to pray is to pray in faith,

And to know that you have been heard, wait on the lord!!!"