Thee love me ...

"When I was in just Your thoughts,

You have loved me since then,

I was Your thought, whom You blessed with the spirit,

You waited the for the right womb for me to see Your Creation,

You gifted me Your parental care and guidance in a flesh form.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

Even though when I was taking my fist toddler steps,

You had the complete picture of me,

Even though was destined with a purpose,

You said lets see now, what do you want?

In darkness was my world, even though I couldn’t comprehend Your plan,

Your presented Jesus Your son, who died for me.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

Some days just come like a thief, took every thing which comes in its hold,

In silence I cry I mourn, even an escape from oneself I do not hesitated to make,

But You my Lord, but You my Lord, You know how to make music from an empty heart,

Like a flute is being played, You blow Your breath and talk to my heart,

When I cry You become my comfort, my loneliness says here comes Thee,

I get up, I wrap the remains of past, I get up to rely on you God.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

When my strength shrinks, when I beat my chest for help,

When I wonder in gloom, when I see no one who can read my dry lips,

You my Lord, You know when to be strong in me,

Puffed up with pride, ego and selfishness within me, I never realized You within me,

God might say this is the best time to let you know, that I’m your real your strength,

I lost my anguish; even I lost myself when I found myself in You.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

I say to myself, a day has just began, a day which has to go all day long,

I’ll toil, sweat will flow as river, I’ll look for wealth but at the end I’ll ponder, what will I take?

You my Lord, You my Lord, You know the web in my heart and mind,

In my lacking and emptiness I seek you, in the hollowness of life I ask for relationship,

Though I eluded You for long, now I ask with humble heart, come and reign,

In agog I want to know You and from deep within an urge is for You, for more.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord."

How cry can be for joy…

"Like a child we cry, looking for a lap, to lay our head on,

We cry when we’re sad and in desperate need,

We cry when we get hurt and when don’t see a way out,

We cry, when we see no one wants to listen to us,

We cry, when we’re in pain and agony and there is no one to strengthen us,

We cry, because at times no one believes on us,

We cry, when our lives turn to debris of wrong decisions,

We cry, when we see ourselves with a limit,

We cry, when we feel we’re unwanted and rejected,

We cry, because our grey past tortures us,

We cry, because we’re oppressed by the people around us,

We cry, because even our right is been taunted by others,

We cry, because at times we go short of love,

Like a child we cry, looking for a lap, to lay our head on.

Just look beside us; you’ll discover, you aren’t the only one.

People Cry, cry is an act to release and console ourselves,

Water drips from eyes, mostly because of sorrowful situations in life.

A normal human, cries because they are crushed under the burdens of life,

When even, there best is not enough to satisfy the humans around.

This life, is mere mille seconds of the life which we are to spend in eternity,

So, let’s be a super humans, which is only possible when we, submit to God,

What do you think? Go ahead just try my God,

Believing in Him will give uncountable reasons to cry for joy,

A cry with similar features, it’ll still make us release salty water from our eyes,

But an experience will enter our lives,

Which will fill our heart with delight and will make us cry for joy.

Testing’s and trails are going to be our companions in our lives,

It’ll always depend on us, how we tackle and make decisions,

By ourselves, thought others or asking God for help,

But a reason God has, which wants Him to be the first, as He is the begetter.

A touch of love, a touch of compassion form the Creator above,

Has the power to heal the dearth, the brokenness and emptiness of our lives,

If we just believe that He is the only one who heals.

Practicing the character of serving form Jesus in our life’s,

Humiliation within will sprout and egos will kneel down in humbleness,

And we’ll say to ourselves, if He did, who am I..!!!

Sinfulness might have imprisoned us throughout our lives,

God values the confession, no matter when it comes

The time we circumcise our hearts and repent, God says you are truly mine.

Cry and ask for help, submitting all to the Lord, Even our spiritual forefather did,

Troubles withed like grass can’t stand the heat of the sun,

Situations changes, time goes back, barren bores a son… the moment we submit ourselves to Him.

Every tear from our hearts reaches God,

And each prayers of our restless soul is heard by God,

He is the only one who in actual knows who we are; He knows our failures and downfalls,

He knows our shame; He even knows the things we try to hide,

He stands to catch us form the podium of pride and boasting,

He always gives His hand to us whenever we fall,

He is the only one who knows to turn our tears of sorrow into joyful cry.

Love you father God for being my God."

But it’s Your call…

“I didn’t do it, I didn’t work for it,
Even I didn’t plan for it, but its Your call Mighty for me to begin the journey,
Driven by my own obsession, which one day led me to a no mans land,
Standing alone, my past asked me to be quiet, in an atmosphere of guilt in mind,
Every decision appears a whirlwind in my life,
By moving on path without a single word of Yours in my life.

Lot I walked alone on my own unguided and with selfish conscience,
Start I want to make towards you, 
With questions like I don’t know … in my distress mind,
I don’t know how to walk in faith, as I have bounded myself with my own burdens,
I don’t know how to trust on you, b’coz my unbelief only allows me to trust on tangibles,
I don’t have patience, because your mature plans makes me wait,
I don’t know how to do simple things, as I’m used to do strange things to prove my relationships,
I don’t know how to pray, as I don’t know how to be humble,
I don’t know how to surrender, as I see myself as one man show.

A journey which was your call now I want to pursue, as I accept Jesus my Savior and my Lord,
I fall, but this time I’m sure Jesus will give his hand of help me to stand,
Times I go pathless, but now I’m sure Jesus will guide me to the You mighty God,
Love for human makes me broken hearted, but love of Jesus heals it up,
My efforts goes in vain, but my lord uses it for his glory,
Sincerely do things wrong without understanding, but Jesus corrects,
Lot I cried before for the help but instead to the Lord, now He just answered me as I just ask,
I walk with a stumble feet to the cross, but now I can see Him working in preparing the path,
Baggage I carry of my wrong doings, but He told me to remember just that He still loves me.

A statement of change is in my life, when I realized I have given my heart to the Lord,
At times, our flesh looses the battle and refuses to carry on, 
For that time, I recommend, do try ”Faith” drink, from famous Jesus brand, 
Just keep the desire in your heart to know the God, rest this energy drink will do the job,
Get an antidote “Word of God”, available in churches, prayer meeting, small groups around and in personal times,
Very well tested and approved by Son of God, to fight against the evil and evil thoughts,
Wrap the warmth of relationships in your life; we need them when we need prayers. 

Thought I started late and the beginning was dull, 
Now I see a way full of colors and find new zeal to go beyond."