Christmas must be Christ must ...

 “Here comes the season of Christmas again,

A season of carol songs and greetings,

Here comes the season of Christmas again,

Christ our King, our Savior was born today,

Here comes the season of Christmas again,

Born in the manger, wrapped in clothes and was kept on the fodder of animals,

Here comes the season of Christmas again,

Licked by creatures and welcomed by quivering cold of that dark winter night,

Here comes the season of Christmas again,

Whole town was asleep not knowing that the redeemer is born.

His cry declares, “God loves us”,

Coming of Christ in our heart and life is true Christmas,

Christmas is about Christ Jesus, let Him be must,

Gifts form Santa, wearing new clothes, decorating Christmas tree,

Eating sweets, shopping decorative and playing jazz Christmas songs,

These are just a part of our outward expression of joy, but not true Christmas.

Once He was born in cold winter night, but let Him feel the warmth of our hearts today,

Once He was born in the manger, but let us give the most precious place to stay today,

Once He was born under shattered roof, but let Him see the roof of our faith and hope this time,

Catch the true vibe of Christmas, it’s not in the glittering presents we give and receive,

Nor in the red and brown of cherries and cakes, Smell the essence of Christmas,

Jesus is must; He is the main ingredient of our celebration.

Like a family member He wants to be a part of our celebration of His birthday,

He wants to be there when we cut his birthday cake, don’t leave Him alone this time,

Christmas is a season, to be with someone whom you love, let Him be the one,

It’s about the King, who love us even more than His life,

Let us understand the true meaning of Christmas from Christ, by letting Him in,

Lets make His presence be must when we greet each other this time.

Merry Christmas …

Merry Christmas … with a condition … let there, Christ be must!!!

It's all about ...

"It’s all about taking the step of faith,

It’s all about believing that God is there even when our eyes are close,

It’s all about leaving our fears behind and putting our trust in Him,

It’s all about surrendering oneself to be used by God,

It’s all about salvation from God through Jesus,

It’s all about seeing the color of freedom and peace,

It’s all about inhaling life and thanking God,

It’s all about hearing the cry from streets through which Jesus walked to do the will of God,

It’s all about Son of God, who died and rose again for us,

It’s all about knowing how vast and great He is,

It’s all about celebrating the death of Christ for our deliverance,

It’s all about spitting the past of our sinfulness,

It’s all about forgiving, loving and being there when someone is in need,

It’s all about practicing humbleness as Jesus did in the manger,

It’s all about knowing that He is within us,

It’s all about accepting the nails, thorns and the cross,

It’s all about becoming the vineyard He wants in us,

It’s all about who we are from inside,

It’s all about the fulfilled promises and waiting, hoping and praying for God’s time,

It’s all about the morning we see, the bread He blesses and night to sleep on bed,

It’s all about acknowledging God that we have someone to love,

It's all about the price which was being paid to redeem us,

It’s all about the single piece of cloth, which we allowed to Jesus on the cross,

It’s all about trampling the snake of sin and temptations,

It’s all about being a blessing rather just waiting for us to be blessed,

It’s all about emptying ourselves for the Holy Ghost to fill us,

It’s all about trying to understand the feelings of losing someone we love,

It’s all about the cross, which wants us to added in the kingdom of God,

It’s all about the cross, which wants us to cross through it to have an eternal life,

It’s all about taking small steps to go for a big leap,

It’s all about asking for healing from Jesus, in all aspects of our life,

It’s all about knowing the God who loved us first.”

A new covenant

“Love can’t get better,

Oh, when our God writes it with his sons sacrifice,

Vagarious is our God, who clean Seth our sins,

Evil which came in our life, with the man called Adam.

Offenders, offenses are forgotten; look our God has stretched out his hands to embrace us,

For the sake of his name, he exchanged our sins, with his son’s death.

God who is soo good came on earth as ‘Jesus’,

Oh, not to punish, but to take away the sins of the world,

Dead once he was, but is risen again to show glory of God.”

Offerring is serving ...

“Giving does not just remain a dead thing,

It takes a shape of lively offering when it enters almighty sanctuary,

We think and give,

But the one who loved us, loved us and offered,

One part of his own self,

And Son followed the father and offered himself to His authority,

By Saying” into your hands”.

It is one of the purposes, we are here for,

Is by offering ourselves by serving him in what ever way he wants,

A single penny, a hand of help to stranger,

Is nothing else of offering the best they had,

May appear small, but father knows the true heart.

Leads to selflessness, a step ahead towards God,

An offering is one of the ways to ask pardon,

He makes a signet ring of the offering, which is from our hearts,

It makes him smile it gives him joy, b’coz he feels our hearts."

A Quest ...

“Life is a journey,

And to find the purpose is a big quest,

Foots stumble and minds go astray,

Doing our own may mislead us, 

But remember, still we are His loved once,

For whom He sacrificed his only Son,

Just kneel down, close your eyes and surrender yourself,

And make Jesus you’re shepherded again,

As you know, He is forgiving,

He’ll open his arm and say … come my dear.

Neither I, nor are you permanent, as we are just mortal beings,

It’s just a matter of time, which is going to pass by,

Incomplete is the journey without knowing the Lord,

Accepting that we are sinners, is the invitation; He placed in our hands,

Journey is long, and clueless we may find, at many points of time,

Physically though we are already on the move,

But let’s start it again by asking Lords special kit for our Spiritual life.

Our strength too has a limit, which once reaches to its peak and then falls down,

In tackling the snares of dark, we have to be well prepared,

Otherwise we’ll become his prey and he will make a feast on his catch,

A heart guarded, which only seeks God and His righteousness,

Super natural eyes to see the path, which Jesus has already laid down for us,

Wisdom to say no to temptations and key to over come the trails,

And fear of You in my heart that brings knowledge to me.

For an unshakable faith in You, I stand,

Even if I fall, I’ll bounce back with a humble heart to you,

With courage I confess, that I’m weak and to say I need Your help,

You have made me entitled to receive Your grace, love, mercy in abound,

Measureless is your grace and mercy & love from You is without expiry,

My thoughts dig down deep, it travels at light speed and pondering makes it take a plunge,

To know just a pinch of You.

I run with at breathless speed and find, I have just traveled a mile,

Daily I read the book of life, still I see a toddler taking an extra step every day,

I break and I go broken, I plan and I also loose, I see but even say I haven’t seen,

I hear the cry but say I don’t feel, though I have still I ask for more, I give and say that’s it,

I’m so astonished and so much in awe for the things You have done in my life,

And I’m so embarrassed for the things I have done and caused You pain,

But I know work has to be done on me, I also know You are working on me.   

I know me but not better then You, its Your purpose which keeps me alive,

Use me, use me Lord, as it pleases You, use this tiny grain of sand to be the path for others,

Me, my, mine, the only I thing I was, but let it not me limit to myself any more,

My Master You have shared You in me, my being is from You,

My nostrils breath the life blessed by You,

My skin, my hair, my bones, my heart, my soul and even my blood,

Whole existence of me finds purpose and urges to know more of You.”

Right for the kigdom above...

"Skies colored in blue says, God is uncontainable,

Earth covered in green and brown says, He provides,

Waters in the seas make the sounds, as it’s applauds,

And my throat is useless if it doesn’t sing praise of God.

Like a birds beak is meant to pick the food,

My knees are meant to bow on Your feet,

Like a bird must have to flap its wings to fly,

My heart and spirits has a destiny that it will find rest only in Your name.

Like water flows from a spring to give life,

Grace and blessing from You invites me to have eternal life,

Like, a stone hits the ground and creates sound,

But my Lord hears even my mute lip talks.

Even when I walk, my heart sings and I smile,

It’s only You and I know the reason, why!!!

Like a stone is thrown in the water creates waves,

Fear of You in my heart, always enlightens the lamps on my path.

Like a lamb cry’s for its mother and no matter what she comes,

I cry, Call You My Father My God and You starched your hands on the cross,

Like a mouse keeps on biting the stuff it gets to keep its teeth’s in right shape,

Jesus help me, to do the will of God, to keep me right for the Kingdom, above."

Light is door away...

"Light is a door away,

Open the door to receive the light,

It has knocked, it its knocking and it will knock,

Just to ask your permission to enter your life.

Life can be spend even without light,

Our body will adopt, our senses will get used to it,

Nothing is impossible, because God has blessed this body,

Deep inside the oceans, where no light can reach,

Beneath the earth surface, where the kingdom of darkness prevails,

Light is still an option, just we have to reach out for it.

Light represents and is the signature of God over darkness,

It’s the only place which offers true and eternal life,

One with connected to God,

The other is where we live for self, which offends God,

Our God is God of life, life is just ask away,

God rescues us the time we accept his redemption plan.

Towards light is our calling,

Towards sin must we face our back,

Because it’s God who introduced us to light by saying “let there be Light”

Light is Jesus, Light comes form the teachings He taught,

Day and night it shines,

Because from it radiance of knowledge, wisdom and understanding comes out."

Thee love me ...

"When I was in just Your thoughts,

You have loved me since then,

I was Your thought, whom You blessed with the spirit,

You waited the for the right womb for me to see Your Creation,

You gifted me Your parental care and guidance in a flesh form.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

Even though when I was taking my fist toddler steps,

You had the complete picture of me,

Even though was destined with a purpose,

You said lets see now, what do you want?

In darkness was my world, even though I couldn’t comprehend Your plan,

Your presented Jesus Your son, who died for me.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

Some days just come like a thief, took every thing which comes in its hold,

In silence I cry I mourn, even an escape from oneself I do not hesitated to make,

But You my Lord, but You my Lord, You know how to make music from an empty heart,

Like a flute is being played, You blow Your breath and talk to my heart,

When I cry You become my comfort, my loneliness says here comes Thee,

I get up, I wrap the remains of past, I get up to rely on you God.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

When my strength shrinks, when I beat my chest for help,

When I wonder in gloom, when I see no one who can read my dry lips,

You my Lord, You know when to be strong in me,

Puffed up with pride, ego and selfishness within me, I never realized You within me,

God might say this is the best time to let you know, that I’m your real your strength,

I lost my anguish; even I lost myself when I found myself in You.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord.

I say to myself, a day has just began, a day which has to go all day long,

I’ll toil, sweat will flow as river, I’ll look for wealth but at the end I’ll ponder, what will I take?

You my Lord, You my Lord, You know the web in my heart and mind,

In my lacking and emptiness I seek you, in the hollowness of life I ask for relationship,

Though I eluded You for long, now I ask with humble heart, come and reign,

In agog I want to know You and from deep within an urge is for You, for more.

Love you Lord, Love you Lord."

How cry can be for joy…

"Like a child we cry, looking for a lap, to lay our head on,

We cry when we’re sad and in desperate need,

We cry when we get hurt and when don’t see a way out,

We cry, when we see no one wants to listen to us,

We cry, when we’re in pain and agony and there is no one to strengthen us,

We cry, because at times no one believes on us,

We cry, when our lives turn to debris of wrong decisions,

We cry, when we see ourselves with a limit,

We cry, when we feel we’re unwanted and rejected,

We cry, because our grey past tortures us,

We cry, because we’re oppressed by the people around us,

We cry, because even our right is been taunted by others,

We cry, because at times we go short of love,

Like a child we cry, looking for a lap, to lay our head on.

Just look beside us; you’ll discover, you aren’t the only one.

People Cry, cry is an act to release and console ourselves,

Water drips from eyes, mostly because of sorrowful situations in life.

A normal human, cries because they are crushed under the burdens of life,

When even, there best is not enough to satisfy the humans around.

This life, is mere mille seconds of the life which we are to spend in eternity,

So, let’s be a super humans, which is only possible when we, submit to God,

What do you think? Go ahead just try my God,

Believing in Him will give uncountable reasons to cry for joy,

A cry with similar features, it’ll still make us release salty water from our eyes,

But an experience will enter our lives,

Which will fill our heart with delight and will make us cry for joy.

Testing’s and trails are going to be our companions in our lives,

It’ll always depend on us, how we tackle and make decisions,

By ourselves, thought others or asking God for help,

But a reason God has, which wants Him to be the first, as He is the begetter.

A touch of love, a touch of compassion form the Creator above,

Has the power to heal the dearth, the brokenness and emptiness of our lives,

If we just believe that He is the only one who heals.

Practicing the character of serving form Jesus in our life’s,

Humiliation within will sprout and egos will kneel down in humbleness,

And we’ll say to ourselves, if He did, who am I..!!!

Sinfulness might have imprisoned us throughout our lives,

God values the confession, no matter when it comes

The time we circumcise our hearts and repent, God says you are truly mine.

Cry and ask for help, submitting all to the Lord, Even our spiritual forefather did,

Troubles withed like grass can’t stand the heat of the sun,

Situations changes, time goes back, barren bores a son… the moment we submit ourselves to Him.

Every tear from our hearts reaches God,

And each prayers of our restless soul is heard by God,

He is the only one who in actual knows who we are; He knows our failures and downfalls,

He knows our shame; He even knows the things we try to hide,

He stands to catch us form the podium of pride and boasting,

He always gives His hand to us whenever we fall,

He is the only one who knows to turn our tears of sorrow into joyful cry.

Love you father God for being my God."

But it’s Your call…

“I didn’t do it, I didn’t work for it,
Even I didn’t plan for it, but its Your call Mighty for me to begin the journey,
Driven by my own obsession, which one day led me to a no mans land,
Standing alone, my past asked me to be quiet, in an atmosphere of guilt in mind,
Every decision appears a whirlwind in my life,
By moving on path without a single word of Yours in my life.

Lot I walked alone on my own unguided and with selfish conscience,
Start I want to make towards you, 
With questions like I don’t know … in my distress mind,
I don’t know how to walk in faith, as I have bounded myself with my own burdens,
I don’t know how to trust on you, b’coz my unbelief only allows me to trust on tangibles,
I don’t have patience, because your mature plans makes me wait,
I don’t know how to do simple things, as I’m used to do strange things to prove my relationships,
I don’t know how to pray, as I don’t know how to be humble,
I don’t know how to surrender, as I see myself as one man show.

A journey which was your call now I want to pursue, as I accept Jesus my Savior and my Lord,
I fall, but this time I’m sure Jesus will give his hand of help me to stand,
Times I go pathless, but now I’m sure Jesus will guide me to the You mighty God,
Love for human makes me broken hearted, but love of Jesus heals it up,
My efforts goes in vain, but my lord uses it for his glory,
Sincerely do things wrong without understanding, but Jesus corrects,
Lot I cried before for the help but instead to the Lord, now He just answered me as I just ask,
I walk with a stumble feet to the cross, but now I can see Him working in preparing the path,
Baggage I carry of my wrong doings, but He told me to remember just that He still loves me.

A statement of change is in my life, when I realized I have given my heart to the Lord,
At times, our flesh looses the battle and refuses to carry on, 
For that time, I recommend, do try ”Faith” drink, from famous Jesus brand, 
Just keep the desire in your heart to know the God, rest this energy drink will do the job,
Get an antidote “Word of God”, available in churches, prayer meeting, small groups around and in personal times,
Very well tested and approved by Son of God, to fight against the evil and evil thoughts,
Wrap the warmth of relationships in your life; we need them when we need prayers. 

Thought I started late and the beginning was dull, 
Now I see a way full of colors and find new zeal to go beyond."

Repent…

“Christianity is not about religion,

It is, to have a relationship with heavenly God,

God created us more or like Him,

Kept close to him in Eden, which was His garden,

Since, human are we, we needed more,

Sin was the outcome, of doing our own,

Difference we created for our ownselves,

And we say, God is getting far.

His children instead of seeking Him,

Found pleasure by offending Him,

Indeed he is our dad; forgiving He is,

Put every effort, even by sending His only son,

Between us witched and wild,

It was not just to take the sins on Him,

But to teach us the way to repent, as its first step towards salvation,

Repentance is the way back to Him,

That’s why Prophesies are there, that those who’ll not repent has an end,

We offend Him in many ways,

Infidelity, trespasses, filth, adultery, name them,

Synonyms are they, for the word called sin,

But still we have time to repent; else we’ll have to face His wrath,

Return to me He said, surrendering your heart,

Morn, weep and sacrifices I do not want,

Nowhere can we hide, nothing we can hide,

Penance for our sins He is asking for,

Because He is just and is going to judge justly.

Near we are to the day foretold,

So, no time left to think Repent and penance we can do,

To again get close to Him,

Hard to believe, but Moses, Abraham they to fall in sin,

Repented on their mistakes, that’s all what they did,

This is the difference they made, and that’s why they’re close to him,

So friends, we too have the ability to create the difference,

Lets take the first step, and He’ll make the way…”

Purpose in him…

“Mere travelers we are here on earth for a while,

 With abundant of His mercy on us to rejoice,

Easy sometimes and some times it becomes difficult,

Even to take a single step without a specific purpose in life,

Many make earthly pleasures as their purpose of life,

But it doesn’t last long in any ones life,

God’s children come here but are busy fulfill purpose full of filth,

Getting those pleasures are easy but far away from God’s purpose for our lives,

Purpose, our lives has a specific purpose,

Default it is, as its assigned for us form above,

Our existence here is not by-chance,

Hard to know the purpose, with our own efforts,

As this tiny brain can only think of materialistic pleasure for life,

Life without a purpose,

Is like withed tree without the basic mineral called water, which is must for life,

Surrendering ourselves and asking God to reveal His plans,

Is the only way to add value to our mortal lives,

I’m the alpha and omega says the Lord,

And asks for our faith and true worship to reveal his plans,

We walk aimlessly, similar like hitting our head on a rock,

No result, but only regret after some time,

It’s true that, to God we can reach anytime,

But its sooner the better, as it give more time,

For the purpose of almighty in our journey which is for a while,

What’s your purpose of life...?

Writing pad of God…

“Understanding God's love for us is like trying to see the whole sky in a glance,

Every glance we see a new cloud, to every one it’s different in shape and size,

Some times a teddy, some times a bunny, some times a tree, some times a muffin,

Some times a heart, some times it’s in the shape of the one we love,

If we smile and treasure even these small light moments of our lives,

How much more can God bless us when we just accept him our lives.

Sky is like a plain paper, and clouds acts as ink when God writes,

At times there is no empty space left, looks like a lover express his love,

Even if the page is blank, it has a lot to tell.

A cloud when comes in front of sun,

It’s like God has put His hand to give us shade and rest,

A cloud when drops water form it,

It’s like God says to every living creature “Rejuvenate”,

When the sky is bare without clouds, and sun in the middle of the sky,

It’s like God say’s sweat, so that we may not take His grace otherwise,

A cloud when doesn’t stop squeezing itself and keeps on crying,

It’s like it wanted to say, repent as God wants us to make a new start,

A cloud when stops visiting us

It’s like it wanted to say, don’t rely on your own it’s The God who provides.

A cloud in spring, a cloud in summer

A cloud in autumn, a cloud in winter

Seasons are different, and clouds may appear in different forms,

Attributes of Gods Character are many, but it’s the same God, who keeps an eye.

And stretched his arms on cross and said “I love you”.

Let not your life be just a dot …

In my school days, when I used to study mathematics I purposely used to like the drawing part, which we usually call geometry. Though mathematics was a nightmare but I used to like the geometry part because you can get marks even at drawing the geometrical shapes asked. It may sound funny, but to get passing marks was really hard for me, especially in this subject. Any how, that part of life is over, no more mathematics no more geometry.

But recalling the memories of those classes, if I talk about the simple basics of geometry, a dot is referred as a point and a line is called collection of dot or a point. A dot will be just a dot until and unless it’s been stretched out to take a shape, it can be anything triangle, circle, rectangle anything. Every shape is drawn to get an answer. Sometimes, to get some specific calculation a person has to use different shapes to reach the answer. A dot is just a point which simply doesn’t have any value in geometry figures. Thought when it’s extended and given a shape it delivers the purpose of rather being just a dot.

Same is with our lives, though its functioning is not the same as a dot. But still displays similar characteristics.

Point of success and points of failures are nothing but just a point at which we stand and spend our lives. It’s to say that, if a dot bounces at its spot it doesn’t go any where its still at its place; same is with our lives even after getting materialistic wealth and accomplishments we still be at the same spot. Through human eyes our lives might look moving but lives start taking shape when it’s the spirit moves towards the will of God. The will of God embarks our lives to take a shape. There is nothing wrong in fulfilling our desires and dreams or plans.

But as Bible says “Commit thy works unto the Lord, and thy thoughts shall be established.” Proverbs 16:3 (KJV)

As a mathematician draws a specific geometric shape for a specific calculation. He knows the best use of each shape in reaching the solution. And it’s the same mathematician who has put the dot on the blank paper with a plan and a purpose. Each Geometric shape has twists and turns before reaching a specific shape. It’s always at the completion of the work the shape fulfills its purpose, till then it’s just what it can do is to trust the mathematician and be patient. Totally dependent on the Creator. And here we can differentiate ourselves form the dot, as God has blessed us with the intelligence and a spirit. But here at same time we take His grace otherwise and act on our own will and let our spirit get strangled.

As a student I still remember I used to make a lot of mistakes in interpreting the questions to draw the shape and used to use a lot of eraser to rub the diagram to reach the required shape. And if I don’t understand the question I just take the basic idea and draw some thing, and used to get some additional marks. Though it didn’t work every time, I failed once. This is what I was in my school life.

Now looking back in the past as such these memories and comparing these with the real life is just exciting. After knowing the Lord in my life, this part of my life just makes me think and say to it’s an amazing journey. From my past I learnt that I’m just a dot who has been placed on the surface of earth with a purpose. Gathering memories like these I can say that life has taken a lot of twists and turns like a geometrical shape, and still is going on. I know that I’m with a purpose anointed form God Himself, but how am I going to achieve it all depends on Gods ways. I just have to rely on God as the dot relies on the mathematician. A simple dot teaches us, how to totally surrender, being patience and trust. One more vital thing I learn from dot, its relationship, till the moment it’s connected with the vision of the mathematician its going to have a destiny a perfect shape. Same is with our lives till the moment we stay connected with God, lives will move in God’s way or either if we want to use our own wisdom then snares and traps are there to trap us. The choice is always ours unlike dot.

As a dot is drawn for a specific purpose, our lives too are destined with a specific purpose. Our lives can be transformed and can be used in a very different way, if we let the God use us. Thought at times we go wrong and sin against Almighty, but it’s the same God who has given as an eraser called repentance to us to erase the past mistakes by just confessing and repenting on it. All this will depend on us what we choose, to get the perfect predestined shape or self driven bounce at the same spot.

Secondly, sometimes mathematician uses many different geometrical shapes and puts them together to reach the answer. But a Wrong geometrical shape can ruin the whole calculation and may lead to the wrong answer. It’ll be a total waste of time and our efforts. Similarly, People are going to come in our lives and Influence our decisions and lives. It’s again up to us to choose the right person (Shape) in our lives.

Before taking a shape a dot has to move, and so do we, though moving is not always comfortable, that too if you don’t know the future events which will take place in times to come. But it’s the same God who gives his assurance saying:

"Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said "Never will i leave you; never will forsake you." So we say with confidence, The Lord is my helper, i will not be afraid. What can man do to me?  . Heb 13:5-6

We can find numerous people around us with testimonies testifying the word of God in there lives. Lives taking shape form no were.

About me, I was an average student who always tried to get the passing marks first and then some extra marks. As growing up I always desired visiting different counties to know there culture, there language, there food, always wanted to talk to them, sharing experience and visiting the beautiful locations. It was just a desire a dream which come true when I got the chance to study in Thailand. At times I still find very hard to believe that it’s been almost 4 years now that I’m outside my home country, and working. This is what I never dreamt of … it was just a thought and I keep it in my prayers. Moving to Bangkok has brought a great transformation in my spiritual life. A Sunday going Christian to a believer. It’s just a glimpse of in my past. But want to say, it’s not by chance not but coincidence… I believe, it was pre-destined for me to see and take these twists & turns to be a believer in Our God.

This story started form a small town Hoshangabad and is still going on in Bangkok and I have a hope in the Lord to move forward too.

A cup of cappuccino...

“Sat down on the church bench for a while, than knelt down,

Mind which used to hop around was still,

Was still, like it was hooked on some issues in life,

A hot cappuccino was at my side, which I was sipping at regular intervals of my personal time,

Mind was still, but heart was feeling heavy and don’t know what terrible happened to this part,

Was not able to laugh, and was not able to move my chick muscles to smile,

All of a sudden a call comes, may be to remind me of my priorities.

That cup of cappuccino was still on right hand side,

Even now, mind was still and wanted to ponder on certain things regarding life,

Holy Book I wanted to read I kept it on my other side,

I thought of moving forward, by talking to God and my brother Jesus,

Sill that cappuccino was at my other side,

Slowly eyes started searching for something and that small organ, which we call heart,

Started asking big questions why, what and wanted to know the God’s plan.

Surrounding was as usual, humans talking, birds chirping and work noise was going around,

It’s been 30 minutes now, still sipping cappuccino; I started asking why I haven’t started the talk,

I’m making the busiest spirit to wait for my start,

It happens very less, that your mind has stopped thinking and asking for more,

Don’t know what was happening,

But soon realized the my heart started thinking and enjoying the cappuccino in my hand,

I’m still not able to find out what’s going on with my still mind.

I kept my orange color pen down for a while,

And started asking to myself which chapter should I open to hear from God,

Randomly, answer I got form within,

Zachariah the prophet was taking about his dreams from God,

Cappuccino was getting less and was getting cold too,

Reason behind the dream, even for choosing a hot cappuccino is there,

Now the cappuccino was cold and was bitter in taste, but what to say when heart says woow.

Last sip was left and though I was sitting I realized that my knees are going weak,

And urge came from body to heart to bow down in front of God,

Asking Him to reveal the mysteries of dreams which I had,

Someone has lit a candle there, which I didn’t notice before,

Took my attention, when it started to struggle to keep its flame against the wind,

Still the mind was still and heart was doing the pondering job,

Reflecting on candles potential to keep the flame.

I analyzed, it was the amount of time a candle thread has to spend with the wax to keep its flame,

Is my heart hearing right, that God is asking me to spend time with Him,

And in His time He’ll reveal the His plan,

Now a voice, very loud, saying, I’m the candle thread, who has to take the challenges of life,

Making the word of God as the wax to my life, to walk and to do His will ,

Still that last sip is there, and I know that it has gone really bitter and cold,

I’m eager to taste this part of cappuccino even thought it’s not hot.

Still holding myself from having it, don’t know what that sip wants to say and reflect on my life,

Last sip is there and says that you should have had it when it was hot,

Yaah, we all have to understand why Almighty has turned simple clay into human,

I soon found out, that my life is not very long and I have to taste the will of God,

Before I miss the chance I got,

Missing it, means, have to bear the consequences,

Which is same as having a cold and bitter cappuccino in hand.”